Dear Kitty,
I hadn’t intended to take this long of a break from writing, but I did, so…
On the home front, JB and I are back together, recommitted, if you will, (maybe I’m the one who should be committed) by mutual decision. We are actually doing fine, maybe every longtime couple experiences these cycles. Of course, my constant self-doubt and perpetual defeatist attitude don’t help much, but I am working on it.
It came down to this; JB said leave if you must, but don’t leave your memories.
Don’t make our time together a void. I won’t let you do that, because I am not leaving you. You may be gone, but I am still there somewhere.
I even told him about baseball boy, but of course he already knew.